Self-Doubt or What's This About?

Boy, have I been thinking. Let me tell you...

Just sitting and staring at the screen…

What do I write about?

I know, I know. It’s been a minute, and I have been procrastinating publishing a newsletter and taking this as seriously as I should this year.

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I’m here now.

Anyway…

I feel like the topic I had saved in my draft no longer resonates in this moment.

Does this ever happen to you?

Where what you have written no longer has that “heat”?

That oomph…

Pause.

I’m not saying I’m not gonna publish that…

…just not yet.

I’ve got another thing on my mind and that is a priority for me right now.

Wanted to put this on Threads but I thought,

What better place to write this - to my satisfaction - than right here, my few but very intimate community?

You see, lately, it’s like I have been second-guessing myself

Take for example what I told you about publishing one post earlier and now I’m stuck writing this?

Yup!

I think second-guessing yourself leads to procrastination which in turn, leads to never doing stuff.

Am I right?

Here’s what it means to me…

…this happens in the area of personal decisions, it’s like I am more sure of someone else’s situation/problem except mine. I am more in tune with helping another with a problem than I do myself and it’s maddening.

I am trying so hard to break free from this and would love to know if you have ever gone through this and you did to break free.

I’m not entirely sure when I got this but it came to my notice pretty much recently and goddamn am I tired!!!

SEND HELP!!!

by leaving a comment of course, I’d love to hear how you broke free.

By the way, I think I’ve got my Mojo back

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Sooooo….

Expect more from your typical quirky NOJ

Write soon

NOJ.

P.S: If you think you know anyone as quirky as I am, you can refer them, I love to meet fellow “quirkies” (lol, that doesn’t sound right)